I'M TIREDDDDDDDDD, REALLY SO TIREDDDDD UNTIL I JUST FEEL LIKE SLEEPING AND NV WAKE UP!!!!!! ): RIGHT NOW, I AM DEPRESSED, EMOTIONAL, WORRIED!! i screwed my one to one performance today!): its really damn sad cos i practised hard! I USUALLY CAN ONE LAH, i have no idea what was wrong w me at that time. MY BRAINS DIDNT SEEM TO WORKKK!!!!!!!!! D: AHHHHHHHHHHHH, it really seems that i cant take it anymore. i want it to be done well cos i dun want my efforts to go down the drains! so well, i will have more individual sectionals w my SLs. sorry for the lousy singing today! i will be more focused and make sure i don't panick so ,uch the next time and forget my scoresssss! I need to be MORE CALM! my life seems to just revolve around sch, hw, choir and church! HAHAHA okay after syf is gone, i would be so glad. i wanna take a short break cos its really draining and i NEED ALOT OF SLEEP! i want a day to have 36 hours ahhhhhhh.
it takes a long time for me to decide; 10:21 PM.