Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I AM SERIOUSLY UPSET OVER MATH, SCREWED THE PAPER BUT WELL ITS OVER..
chem next; i must do better than today ahhhh, but i am physically tiredddd.
I DUN KNOW WHATS WRONG W ME BUT I AM FEELING DAMN SADDDDDD>: not over examss..
i really dobnt know whyyyyy.
I am having serious mood swingggg. i am happy and sad after a whileeeeeee
I REALLY DUNNO WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG W MEEEEE D:
chem next; i must do better than today ahhhh, but i am physically tiredddd.
I DUN KNOW WHATS WRONG W ME BUT I AM FEELING DAMN SADDDDDD>: not over examss..
i really dobnt know whyyyyy.
I am having serious mood swingggg. i am happy and sad after a whileeeeeee
I REALLY DUNNO WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG W MEEEEE D:
it takes a long time for me to decide; 5:40 PM.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
YOU JUST MADE ME SEE IT CLEARER,
WAKE ME UP FROM MY DREAM
& MAKE ME FACE REALITY!!
i should have seen it coming & i guess i expected too much.
WAKE ME UP FROM MY DREAM
& MAKE ME FACE REALITY!!
i should have seen it coming & i guess i expected too much.
it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:15 PM.
OKAY STUDYING IS DRIVING ME INSANEEEEE!! TOTALLY I WANTED TO STUDY ECONS AND AFTER A WHILE I REALISED MY BRAIN DOESNT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO ABSORB, DEPRESSING MAN, i gotta study even harder tmr. I AM NOT READY FOR SA2!! SAVE ME TELL ME SCH IS NOT GONNA OPEN ON MON!
haha, my mum is seriously obsessed w boy over flowers i swear, totally a fan of jihoo, and she keeps saying i am weird lor, she asked me , " esther, being an educated person why do you like someone like jun pyo who is so ah beng, you must be mad" -.- she has been critising him for like damn long and everyday she tells me the same thing, saying come on open your eyes and choose someone better like jihoo so prince charming. OMG SHE IS KINDA ANNOYING ME.
and someone tell me whats soft tissue? the x ray report says that my soft tissue are still swollen, damn hopeless sia. my ankle is like one side big one side small, OMG go back to its normal size pleaseeeeee.. i still cant climb the stairs AHHHHHHHHHH.
haha, my mum is seriously obsessed w boy over flowers i swear, totally a fan of jihoo, and she keeps saying i am weird lor, she asked me , " esther, being an educated person why do you like someone like jun pyo who is so ah beng, you must be mad" -.- she has been critising him for like damn long and everyday she tells me the same thing, saying come on open your eyes and choose someone better like jihoo so prince charming. OMG SHE IS KINDA ANNOYING ME.
and someone tell me whats soft tissue? the x ray report says that my soft tissue are still swollen, damn hopeless sia. my ankle is like one side big one side small, OMG go back to its normal size pleaseeeeee.. i still cant climb the stairs AHHHHHHHHHH.
it takes a long time for me to decide; 10:25 PM.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
i wanna watch ghosts of girlfriend's past!!:D:D anyone wants to watch?
it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:10 PM.
Okay, three more days!! shit i am running against time):
OMG MY MUM AND MY SIS ARE CURRENTLY CRAZY OVER BOY OVER FLOWERS!! AND MY MUM IS TOTALLY MAD OVER JIHOO, SHE'S LIKE TALKING ABT HIM ALL DAY, saying how good looking he is, how gentle he is, how sweet, totally prince charmingggggg..I realised my mum is young at heart, still crazy over fairytale like i do hahah. AND omg she keep critising jun pyo): seriously jun pyo is better , MY FAIRYTALE TOTALLY!*
okay i am in love w the song 'the climb'.
i gotta keep trying,
gotta keep my head held high (L).
OMG MY MUM AND MY SIS ARE CURRENTLY CRAZY OVER BOY OVER FLOWERS!! AND MY MUM IS TOTALLY MAD OVER JIHOO, SHE'S LIKE TALKING ABT HIM ALL DAY, saying how good looking he is, how gentle he is, how sweet, totally prince charmingggggg..I realised my mum is young at heart, still crazy over fairytale like i do hahah. AND omg she keep critising jun pyo): seriously jun pyo is better , MY FAIRYTALE TOTALLY!*
okay i am in love w the song 'the climb'.
i gotta keep trying,
gotta keep my head held high (L).
it takes a long time for me to decide; 10:28 PM.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE SIM HUI MIN :D:D LOVE(L)
hope you have a great day ahead my bestf(: i'll see you on sun HAHAHA..
you are officially 18 now haha, older than meeee.. HAHAHA, damn happy lahhhh you msg and tell me that you found your first strand of white hair LOL.
Actually i dont want my birthday to come suddenly because that would mean i am older. i dont feel like growing uppppp..
the good thing abt 18 is that can learn driving, wait for me i shall learn driving w youuuuuuuu.. HAHAHA.
hope you have a great day ahead my bestf(: i'll see you on sun HAHAHA..
you are officially 18 now haha, older than meeee.. HAHAHA, damn happy lahhhh you msg and tell me that you found your first strand of white hair LOL.
Actually i dont want my birthday to come suddenly because that would mean i am older. i dont feel like growing uppppp..
the good thing abt 18 is that can learn driving, wait for me i shall learn driving w youuuuuuuu.. HAHAHA.
it takes a long time for me to decide; 1:32 PM.
Monday, June 22, 2009
I am waiting for 12 am, to wish my bestf happy birthday!!:D:D i am so tired can 12 am hurry comeeeeeee.. i realise i am usually not using my brains in the late nights):
it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:48 PM.
SADDDDD): no extra one week of hols. and i am short of timeeeee..i guess i have to work harder than this.
I CUT MY HAIR ALREADY. AND MY FRINGE HAHAHA.
I CUT MY HAIR ALREADY. AND MY FRINGE HAHAHA.
it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:28 PM.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!:D:D:D
I LOVE YOU, DADDY HAHAHA.. thanks for all you have done for me, there to watch me grow, I AM MY DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL LOL(:
had father's day dinner at orchard.. great day spent w my family woohooo..
oh no i just realised i haven gotten my day his bday and father's day present.. shall go get one soon. guess what i did for him two years back? HAHA, i cleaned the WHOLE HOUSE CANNNNNN. i am super amazed and proud of myself. but this year i am too lazy and not able to do it. Okay i shall do sth practical:D:D:D
This has been an awesome dayyyy(:(:
omgggg, can they just extend our hols by a week... I still wanna rest lahh.
okay goodbye, i going to see the doc again tmr for the x ray report, which most probably is the ligament.. I am gonna recover soonnnnnnnn.
Okay i also gonna cut my hair tmrrrrr.. YAY!!:D
I LOVE YOU, DADDY HAHAHA.. thanks for all you have done for me, there to watch me grow, I AM MY DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL LOL(:
had father's day dinner at orchard.. great day spent w my family woohooo..
oh no i just realised i haven gotten my day his bday and father's day present.. shall go get one soon. guess what i did for him two years back? HAHA, i cleaned the WHOLE HOUSE CANNNNNN. i am super amazed and proud of myself. but this year i am too lazy and not able to do it. Okay i shall do sth practical:D:D:D
This has been an awesome dayyyy(:(:
omgggg, can they just extend our hols by a week... I still wanna rest lahh.
okay goodbye, i going to see the doc again tmr for the x ray report, which most probably is the ligament.. I am gonna recover soonnnnnnnn.
Okay i also gonna cut my hair tmrrrrr.. YAY!!:D
it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:05 PM.
Friday, June 19, 2009
MY DEAR ANKLE, CAN YOU HURRY RECOVERRRRR THEN I CAN WALK PROPERLY AND CAN GO OUTTTTT. I FEEL DAMN DEPRIVEDDDD.
Anw, chua just told me that the circle line is operating already and now i will have a chance to go chomp chomp for dinner cos more convenient. LOL,i waitng for her to lose weight until 43kg then we can go there for dinner, JIAYOU CHUA JIE YINGGGG:D:D i wanna go there for nice food since ppl always say the food is delicious.
OKAY I HOPE THE HOLS ARE EXTENDED BUT APPARENTLY ITS JUST PENDINGGGGG :/ i need more time to rest my ankle AND TO STUDYYYYYY!! i am like not prepared yetttt.
I GUESS ONLY TIME CAN HEAL EVERYTHINGGGGG(:
Anw, chua just told me that the circle line is operating already and now i will have a chance to go chomp chomp for dinner cos more convenient. LOL,i waitng for her to lose weight until 43kg then we can go there for dinner, JIAYOU CHUA JIE YINGGGG:D:D i wanna go there for nice food since ppl always say the food is delicious.
OKAY I HOPE THE HOLS ARE EXTENDED BUT APPARENTLY ITS JUST PENDINGGGGG :/ i need more time to rest my ankle AND TO STUDYYYYYY!! i am like not prepared yetttt.
I GUESS ONLY TIME CAN HEAL EVERYTHINGGGGG(:
it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:09 PM.
Monday, June 15, 2009
I REALLY REALLY FEEL DAMN HELPLESS YOU KNOWWWWWW!! SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL THAT HOW CAN MY LIFE BE SO PATHETIC AND STUFFS, even my parents dont seem to care.. and all i can do is swallow in self pity, cos you dont even know how really cares for me!! thats how sad my life is nowww. I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING AND JUST LET IT OUT AND MOVE ON.. I HAVE BEEN SUPER EMOTIONAL RECENTLYY): ):
I CAN FEEL THE PAIN OMG.
I CAN FEEL THE PAIN OMG.
it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:07 PM.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I SURVIVEDDDDD!! :D:D i walked to esplande and back, tough one man but i decided to heck care that ankle of mine and just walk.. i am trying to relaxxxx LOL. the concert was damn good, lucky i went man, it would be such a waste if i didnt goooo.
AS PROMISEDD PHOTOS OF YTD WILL BE POSTED ESP FOR X & jieying to see LOL.
YVONNE & ME HAHAHA ( actually we were in the same tuition during sec 3&4 but we didnt know until recently lol)
ME and rui shan (my choir twinnnnn!!) lots of love.
AMANDA, MINGEN AND ME HAHA.
OUR BACKVIEW COOL RIGHT? can you tell that someone is helping me?
ME AND CHERYLANNE (L)
i very lazy post alr, its on my fb. haha, you can go see. LOL
something's wrong w me, my stomach is rejecting food,i cant seem to eat at all, the sight of me makes me........ feel like vomiting. OMG.
AND I AM LISTENING TO THIS SONG THATS SUPER NICE " This I Promise You" damn nice and super sweet, like the fairytale kinda song hehe.
AS PROMISEDD PHOTOS OF YTD WILL BE POSTED ESP FOR X & jieying to see LOL.
YVONNE & ME HAHAHA ( actually we were in the same tuition during sec 3&4 but we didnt know until recently lol)
ME and rui shan (my choir twinnnnn!!) lots of love.
AMANDA, MINGEN AND ME HAHA.
OUR BACKVIEW COOL RIGHT? can you tell that someone is helping me?
ME AND CHERYLANNE (L)
i very lazy post alr, its on my fb. haha, you can go see. LOL
something's wrong w me, my stomach is rejecting food,i cant seem to eat at all, the sight of me makes me........ feel like vomiting. OMG.
AND I AM LISTENING TO THIS SONG THATS SUPER NICE " This I Promise You" damn nice and super sweet, like the fairytale kinda song hehe.
it takes a long time for me to decide; 12:15 AM.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
HOWWWWWWWW? i wanna go for the concert but then i cant possibly go on my own lahhhhh. esplanade have to walk quite a distant mannnn): howw? X was supposed to accompany me but now she cant cos she got sth onnnnnnn): so i am left on my ownn, howwww?? nvm i shall just try to hop there i am sure i can do that one more timeeee. pray that it doesnt swell this well..PPL THIS IS NOT TORTURING MY LEGS, ITS JUST STH I DONT HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO DO.
it takes a long time for me to decide; 3:02 PM.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
I AM SO SO HAPPY WITH MYSELF THAT I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO SURVIVE THROUGH PANORAMA. although i was limping all the wayyyy.. i was hoping no one saw that i was limping but according to my dear frens, it was rather obvious that there was a gap between me and the person in front): sadddd. BUT WELL GOD JOB TPJCHOIR, WE ROCK TO THE MAX LAH HAHAHAHA. ytd's performance was one of the best everrrrrrrrrr. haha. BUT WELL SADLY I WILL MISS YOU GUYS, but its okay we will still see each other on 11 juneeeee. I HOPE I CAN RECOVER BY THENNNN. LOL.and also thanks all my frens who came and support meeee haha, thanks for the pink flowers.. AND X& J chose it cos it represents meeeee. PINK FLOWERS REPRESENT GRACE HEHE.. and it represents me haha. LOL. i bet J was damn bored lahhh, and the only thing i can imagine her doing is laughing at choir. and she says i sing like chipmunks.. but well at least you paid attentionn. PANORAMA IS SO NOT YOUR TYPE I GUESS, BUT THANKS ALOT FOR COMINGGGG, ALSO STEFFI THANKS FOR YOUR CONTACT LENS..hahaha.i didnt get to see shu hua D: she went clubbing after the intermission? OH AND I SAW MALAN AND WEIJIA TOO:D haha. OH AND THANKS THE CHOIR PPL MAN WHO HELPED ME YTD. THANKS AND FOR WAITING FOR ME AT THE MRT STATION AND HELPING ME CARRY MY STUFFS...THERE IS A REASON WHY I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH HAHAHA.. i was shocked by the number 10 plus 20 ppl waiting i am so toucheddd but i swear i ran there. or at least hop there. my fren even admit to take a video of it lorrrrr.
TWINN, thanks for the pendant & card( i lost it and i am sad):) you make another one haha..ITS DAMN SPECIAL LAH. a heart that can open and you put pink crystals inside.. good way to seal the deal haha. I AM DAMN TOUCHED TOO, LOVE YOUUUUU HAHA..
I AM SO GONNA MISS EVERYONE IN CHOIR(:(: its really one of the greatest part of my lifeeee. i feel so belonged.. HAHA. suddenly feel like crying ahhhhhhh.
OKAY I SHALL STOP HERE, it should be the longest post ever..
HOPE MY ANKLE GETS WELL, DUE TO THE EXCESSIVE WALKING, IT IS AS SWOLLEN AS IT IS ON MON D:
TWINN, thanks for the pendant & card( i lost it and i am sad):) you make another one haha..ITS DAMN SPECIAL LAH. a heart that can open and you put pink crystals inside.. good way to seal the deal haha. I AM DAMN TOUCHED TOO, LOVE YOUUUUU HAHA..
I AM SO GONNA MISS EVERYONE IN CHOIR(:(: its really one of the greatest part of my lifeeee. i feel so belonged.. HAHA. suddenly feel like crying ahhhhhhh.
OKAY I SHALL STOP HERE, it should be the longest post ever..
HOPE MY ANKLE GETS WELL, DUE TO THE EXCESSIVE WALKING, IT IS AS SWOLLEN AS IT IS ON MON D:
it takes a long time for me to decide; 12:57 PM.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
HOPEFULLY I CAN WALK PROPERLY TMR I REALLY WANNA PERFORM HAHAH. GOD BLESS MEEEEEEE:D
PANORAMA TMRRRR. happy at the same time, sad..cos its the last performanceeee w choir.. i will miss choir thats for sure..the people, the room? HAHA.
SOMETHING SADDDDD, someone just told me sth that felt me speechless.. i cant believe you are like that now.. WHEN DID YOU CHANGE?? you totally contradict yourself.. makes me so disappointed.. maybe when you know the person for too long, you start to see their true colours..SADDDDDD D:
PANORAMA TMRRRR. happy at the same time, sad..cos its the last performanceeee w choir.. i will miss choir thats for sure..the people, the room? HAHA.
SOMETHING SADDDDD, someone just told me sth that felt me speechless.. i cant believe you are like that now.. WHEN DID YOU CHANGE?? you totally contradict yourself.. makes me so disappointed.. maybe when you know the person for too long, you start to see their true colours..SADDDDDD D:
it takes a long time for me to decide; 10:11 PM.
Monday, June 1, 2009
TODAY'S AN UNLUCKY DAY MANNNN.. SO UNLUCKY UNTIL NO WORDS CAN FULLY DESCRIBE.. i happily went to go for choir and had great plan to go out with X to go vivooo. but in the end... didnt get to meet cos i sprained my ankle..): how stupid man.. i am really clumsy and suay.. NOW ITS SWOLLENNNN LIKE PIG TROTTERRRRRRR. DAMN PAINFUL. it triggers my tears mannn. AHHHHHHH, why am i so weak? LOL.i fall at the slope near the choir room and luckily my frens were there to help meeeeeeee. they helped me get melted ice, ice pack?? HAHA. THANKS ALOT MAN i really appreciate all your helpp, I CANNOT THANK YOU GUYS ENOUGH MANNN, AMANDA AND RUISHAN WERE SO NICE TO SUPPORT ME ALL THE WAY, sweated alot cos of me thanks.. MY LOVELY BEST SLs man.. and roger thanks for piggybacking me lol. i lknow i am damn heavy thank you, sara and yvonneeeeee who accompanied me homeeee HAHAH thanks, and i just know that i actually know yvonne when i am in sec 3, we were in the same British council class HAHA, so qiao no wonder she looked so familiar LOL. and thanks to everyone who helped me in one way or another. if not i wouldnt be able to go home mann. THANKS!:D Blessing in diguise( what amanda said?) haha, suffering in pain, i dun see any blessing man. but it just tells me sthhhhh, that i have nice and true frens who would help, and show concern for me and go that extra miles.. WELL for that i think i am fortunate, you guys rock lahhhhhh.
X i guess we just have to go out some other day when i recover?
AND I WILL TAKE A GOOD REST SO THAT I CAN RECOVER BEFORE PANORAMA.. :D i have to perform no matter what cos its the last event i am involved in for choir and then i will step downnn, sounds saddddd. and my frens are going to support me so i have to recover!!! IAYOU ESTHER HAHA
X i guess we just have to go out some other day when i recover?
AND I WILL TAKE A GOOD REST SO THAT I CAN RECOVER BEFORE PANORAMA.. :D i have to perform no matter what cos its the last event i am involved in for choir and then i will step downnn, sounds saddddd. and my frens are going to support me so i have to recover!!! IAYOU ESTHER HAHA
it takes a long time for me to decide; 5:27 PM.
