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HAPPY DAY AHEAD ;

2009-12-23T00:04:00.004+08:00

HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY W MEET UPS AS WELL AS WORK! But work finally ended so at least i am not so busy now!!:D:D YAY! CHIT CHAT SESSION W MY BESTIES!! FINALLY GET TO SEE THEM AFTER DAMN LONG! always wanna meet up but cant cos our timing always clash! CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!:D:D anw, thanks ruishan and amanda for coming to my work place to give me my presentttttttt!! its a pair of earrings with mixing necklaces! THANKS MY DEARS!(: and all the choir committee!! HAHAH! we are meeting up soon(: waiting for P to be back from jb! and i cant wait to get my pay i am so broke! I MIGHT BECOME A SHOPAHOLIC OH NO! jan startingg which means my music classes are starting!! okayy gonna touch music very soon! and i actually joined my church choir but haven audition yet! HOPE I WILL GET IN! i always wanted to serve in church great opportunity!:D:D
CHRISTMAS IS COMING YAY!! 25 dec! WOOHOOOO! christmas is like the best festival to meeeeeeeeeee(:(: seeing bestf on 25! YES HOPE SHE HASNT BEEN TORTURED BY WORK! and LUMMIE ON MON, CHOIR PPL ON TUES! WED KBOX! looveeeee!
and i am actually looking forward to 2010!! GOD BLESS ME IN THE UPCOMING YEAR!! AND BLESS EVERYONEEEEEEE(: haha.

HAPPY DAY AHEAD ;

2009-12-23T00:04:00.001+08:00

SHINE BRIGHTLY IN THE OPEN SKY..

2009-12-03T23:38:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS AN AWESOME DAY MAN!!:D:D:D Went out w PYRENA CHU HAHAHA!!!(: vivooo!! chatted/shopped!! so fun lahh! we always have endless things to talk abt haha! I realised that i am her youngest friend LOL and guess what she's just 19. Went to f21! i bought two lovely tops from there and she bought her christmas present for her friend at f21.. i want the purple toga top its damn classy & pretty! I NEED MORE MONEYYY! I GOT SO MANY THINGS THAT I WANT BUT NO MONEY! SIGHS! OH AND STARBUCKS GAVE OUT FREE DRINKS TODAY!! went to drink my chocolate chips cream(: and we took 143 to orchard! i know it goes to orchard but guess what it took like nearly an hour from vivo to orchard! i wont ever take that bus again omg! Oh & met up w lummie ytd!(: finally, the last time i saw her was after her prelims! Her prom is the same day as mine hahaha. Went to collect her prom dress ytd, cant wait for her to post her pics of prom hehe! SO MUCH FUN MAN!:D love you guys much!
METTING AMANDA TMR! but before that i'm going to P's house!! to collect some stuffs from her! YAY! and dinner w the choir people at night! wonderful day tmr!
GOODBYE WORLD!! till we meet again(:

2009-12-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

YOU GOT CAUGHT FOR FRAUD AND I GOT NO REFUND OMG!!!
totally cheated my moneyyyyyy!! CRAP! when i am in need of moneyyyy!! so screwed mannnnnnnn): very pissed..

liberty rocks!:D

2009-12-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

This is the first post after damn long!! hahaha.i acyually forgot my password alr! LOL. okay A's has ended, thank god!! LIBERTTTYYYYYY!!:D:D you have no idea how happy i am!! so high that i cant sleep until 4 am in the morning!! HAD A GOOD REST!! and starting on the shopping sprees tmr(: But i need lots of money cos there are alot of shoes,clothes,bags ... that i want to buy!! But i dont wanna work yet!! anw, i am waiting for my application for teaching to be approved!!:D:D MONEY TREE COME TO ME!! i finished watching alot of the dramas alr!! STAY ALL NIGHT TO WATCH!! AUTUMN'S CONCERTO'S THE BEST EVER MAN! (: go watch! you'd definitely fall in love w the show. hahah and hi, my sweetheart damn funny &cute!! but must wait every mon for the latest ep!! i cant wait for it man,xiao zhu become shuai, no more mushroom head!! OH AND YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, its gd!! those drama lovers should go watch all of the above!
OKAY, I MUST FIND FOR PROM STUFFS TMR!!(: meeting lummie hahaha!! A FUN DAY AWAITS FOR ME TMR!!
So goodbye world! till we meet again;

2009-06-30T17:40:00.002+08:00

I AM SERIOUSLY UPSET OVER MATH, SCREWED THE PAPER BUT WELL ITS OVER..
chem next; i must do better than today ahhhh, but i am physically tiredddd.
I DUN KNOW WHATS WRONG W ME BUT I AM FEELING DAMN SADDDDDD>: not over examss..
i really dobnt know whyyyyy.
I am having serious mood swingggg. i am happy and sad after a whileeeeeee
I REALLY DUNNO WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG W MEEEEE D:

2009-06-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

YOU JUST MADE ME SEE IT CLEARER,
WAKE ME UP FROM MY DREAM
& MAKE ME FACE REALITY!!
i should have seen it coming & i guess i expected too much.

2009-06-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

OKAY STUDYING IS DRIVING ME INSANEEEEE!! TOTALLY I WANTED TO STUDY ECONS AND AFTER A WHILE I REALISED MY BRAIN DOESNT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO ABSORB, DEPRESSING MAN, i gotta study even harder tmr. I AM NOT READY FOR SA2!! SAVE ME TELL ME SCH IS NOT GONNA OPEN ON MON!
haha, my mum is seriously obsessed w boy over flowers i swear, totally a fan of jihoo, and she keeps saying i am weird lor, she asked me , " esther, being an educated person why do you like someone like jun pyo who is so ah beng, you must be mad" -.- she has been critising him for like damn long and everyday she tells me the same thing, saying come on open your eyes and choose someone better like jihoo so prince charming. OMG SHE IS KINDA ANNOYING ME.

and someone tell me whats soft tissue? the x ray report says that my soft tissue are still swollen, damn hopeless sia. my ankle is like one side big one side small, OMG go back to its normal size pleaseeeeee.. i still cant climb the stairs AHHHHHHHHHH.

2009-06-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch ghosts of girlfriend's past!!:D:D anyone wants to watch?

2009-06-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, three more days!! shit i am running against time):
OMG MY MUM AND MY SIS ARE CURRENTLY CRAZY OVER BOY OVER FLOWERS!! AND MY MUM IS TOTALLY MAD OVER JIHOO, SHE'S LIKE TALKING ABT HIM ALL DAY, saying how good looking he is, how gentle he is, how sweet, totally prince charmingggggg..I realised my mum is young at heart, still crazy over fairytale like i do hahah. AND omg she keep critising jun pyo): seriously jun pyo is better , MY FAIRYTALE TOTALLY!*
okay i am in love w the song 'the climb'.
i gotta keep trying,
gotta keep my head held high (L).

2009-06-23T13:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE SIM HUI MIN :D:D LOVE(L)
hope you have a great day ahead my bestf(: i'll see you on sun HAHAHA..
you are officially 18 now haha, older than meeee.. HAHAHA, damn happy lahhhh you msg and tell me that you found your first strand of white hair LOL.
Actually i dont want my birthday to come suddenly because that would mean i am older. i dont feel like growing uppppp..
the good thing abt 18 is that can learn driving, wait for me i shall learn driving w youuuuuuuu.. HAHAHA.

2009-06-22T23:48:00.001+08:00

I am waiting for 12 am, to wish my bestf happy birthday!!:D:D i am so tired can 12 am hurry comeeeeeee.. i realise i am usually not using my brains in the late nights):

2009-06-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

SADDDDD): no extra one week of hols. and i am short of timeeeee..i guess i have to work harder than this.
I CUT MY HAIR ALREADY. AND MY FRINGE HAHAHA.

2009-06-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!:D:D:D
I LOVE YOU, DADDY HAHAHA.. thanks for all you have done for me, there to watch me grow, I AM MY DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL LOL(:
had father's day dinner at orchard.. great day spent w my family woohooo..
oh no i just realised i haven gotten my day his bday and father's day present.. shall go get one soon. guess what i did for him two years back? HAHA, i cleaned the WHOLE HOUSE CANNNNNN. i am super amazed and proud of myself. but this year i am too lazy and not able to do it. Okay i shall do sth practical:D:D:D
This has been an awesome dayyyy(:(:
omgggg, can they just extend our hols by a week... I still wanna rest lahh.
okay goodbye, i going to see the doc again tmr for the x ray report, which most probably is the ligament.. I am gonna recover soonnnnnnnn.
Okay i also gonna cut my hair tmrrrrr.. YAY!!:D

i'd play a song that would never end(:

2009-06-19T23:09:00.003+08:00

MY DEAR ANKLE, CAN YOU HURRY RECOVERRRRR THEN I CAN WALK PROPERLY AND CAN GO OUTTTTT. I FEEL DAMN DEPRIVEDDDD.
Anw, chua just told me that the circle line is operating already and now i will have a chance to go chomp chomp for dinner cos more convenient. LOL,i waitng for her to lose weight until 43kg then we can go there for dinner, JIAYOU CHUA JIE YINGGGG:D:D i wanna go there for nice food since ppl always say the food is delicious.
OKAY I HOPE THE HOLS ARE EXTENDED BUT APPARENTLY ITS JUST PENDINGGGGG :/ i need more time to rest my ankle AND TO STUDYYYYYY!! i am like not prepared yetttt.
I GUESS ONLY TIME CAN HEAL EVERYTHINGGGGG(:

2009-06-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

I REALLY REALLY FEEL DAMN HELPLESS YOU KNOWWWWWW!! SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL THAT HOW CAN MY LIFE BE SO PATHETIC AND STUFFS, even my parents dont seem to care.. and all i can do is swallow in self pity, cos you dont even know how really cares for me!! thats how sad my life is nowww. I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING AND JUST LET IT OUT AND MOVE ON.. I HAVE BEEN SUPER EMOTIONAL RECENTLYY): ):
I CAN FEEL THE PAIN OMG.

2009-06-13T00:15:00.006+08:00

I SURVIVEDDDDD!! :D:D i walked to esplande and back, tough one man but i decided to heck care that ankle of mine and just walk.. i am trying to relaxxxx LOL. the concert was damn good, lucky i went man, it would be such a waste if i didnt goooo.
AS PROMISEDD PHOTOS OF YTD WILL BE POSTED ESP FOR X & jieying to see LOL.

YVONNE & ME HAHAHA ( actually we were in the same tuition during sec 3&4 but we didnt know until recently lol)

ME and rui shan (my choir twinnnnn!!) lots of love.

AMANDA, MINGEN AND ME HAHA.

OUR BACKVIEW COOL RIGHT? can you tell that someone is helping me?

ME AND CHERYLANNE (L)

i very lazy post alr, its on my fb. haha, you can go see. LOL
something's wrong w me, my stomach is rejecting food,i cant seem to eat at all, the sight of me makes me........ feel like vomiting. OMG.
AND I AM LISTENING TO THIS SONG THATS SUPER NICE " This I Promise You" damn nice and super sweet, like the fairytale kinda song hehe.

2009-06-11T15:02:00.002+08:00

HOWWWWWWWW? i wanna go for the concert but then i cant possibly go on my own lahhhhh. esplanade have to walk quite a distant mannnn): howw? X was supposed to accompany me but now she cant cos she got sth onnnnnnn): so i am left on my ownn, howwww?? nvm i shall just try to hop there i am sure i can do that one more timeeee. pray that it doesnt swell this well..PPL THIS IS NOT TORTURING MY LEGS, ITS JUST STH I DONT HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO DO.

2009-06-04T12:57:00.002+08:00

I AM SO SO HAPPY WITH MYSELF THAT I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO SURVIVE THROUGH PANORAMA. although i was limping all the wayyyy.. i was hoping no one saw that i was limping but according to my dear frens, it was rather obvious that there was a gap between me and the person in front): sadddd. BUT WELL GOD JOB TPJCHOIR, WE ROCK TO THE MAX LAH HAHAHAHA. ytd's performance was one of the best everrrrrrrrrr. haha. BUT WELL SADLY I WILL MISS YOU GUYS, but its okay we will still see each other on 11 juneeeee. I HOPE I CAN RECOVER BY THENNNN. LOL.and also thanks all my frens who came and support meeee haha, thanks for the pink flowers.. AND X& J chose it cos it represents meeeee. PINK FLOWERS REPRESENT GRACE HEHE.. and it represents me haha. LOL. i bet J was damn bored lahhh, and the only thing i can imagine her doing is laughing at choir. and she says i sing like chipmunks.. but well at least you paid attentionn. PANORAMA IS SO NOT YOUR TYPE I GUESS, BUT THANKS ALOT FOR COMINGGGG, ALSO STEFFI THANKS FOR YOUR CONTACT LENS..hahaha.i didnt get to see shu hua D: she went clubbing after the intermission? OH AND I SAW MALAN AND WEIJIA TOO:D haha. OH AND THANKS THE CHOIR PPL MAN WHO HELPED ME YTD. THANKS AND FOR WAITING FOR ME AT THE MRT STATION AND HELPING ME CARRY MY STUFFS...THERE IS A REASON WHY I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH HAHAHA.. i was shocked by the number 10 plus 20 ppl waiting i am so toucheddd but i swear i ran there. or at least hop there. my fren even admit to take a video of it lorrrrr.
TWINN, thanks for the pendant & card( i lost it and i am sad):) you make another one haha..ITS DAMN SPECIAL LAH. a heart that can open and you put pink crystals inside.. good way to seal the deal haha. I AM DAMN TOUCHED TOO, LOVE YOUUUUU HAHA..
I AM SO GONNA MISS EVERYONE IN CHOIR(:(: its really one of the greatest part of my lifeeee. i feel so belonged.. HAHA. suddenly feel like crying ahhhhhhh.
OKAY I SHALL STOP HERE, it should be the longest post ever..
HOPE MY ANKLE GETS WELL, DUE TO THE EXCESSIVE WALKING, IT IS AS SWOLLEN AS IT IS ON MON D:

2009-06-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

HOPEFULLY I CAN WALK PROPERLY TMR I REALLY WANNA PERFORM HAHAH. GOD BLESS MEEEEEEE:D
PANORAMA TMRRRR. happy at the same time, sad..cos its the last performanceeee w choir.. i will miss choir thats for sure..the people, the room? HAHA.
SOMETHING SADDDDD, someone just told me sth that felt me speechless.. i cant believe you are like that now.. WHEN DID YOU CHANGE?? you totally contradict yourself.. makes me so disappointed.. maybe when you know the person for too long, you start to see their true colours..SADDDDDD D:

2009-06-01T17:27:00.003+08:00

TODAY'S AN UNLUCKY DAY MANNNN.. SO UNLUCKY UNTIL NO WORDS CAN FULLY DESCRIBE.. i happily went to go for choir and had great plan to go out with X to go vivooo. but in the end... didnt get to meet cos i sprained my ankle..): how stupid man.. i am really clumsy and suay.. NOW ITS SWOLLENNNN LIKE PIG TROTTERRRRRRR. DAMN PAINFUL. it triggers my tears mannn. AHHHHHHH, why am i so weak? LOL.i fall at the slope near the choir room and luckily my frens were there to help meeeeeeee. they helped me get melted ice, ice pack?? HAHA. THANKS ALOT MAN i really appreciate all your helpp, I CANNOT THANK YOU GUYS ENOUGH MANNN, AMANDA AND RUISHAN WERE SO NICE TO SUPPORT ME ALL THE WAY, sweated alot cos of me thanks.. MY LOVELY BEST SLs man.. and roger thanks for piggybacking me lol. i lknow i am damn heavy thank you, sara and yvonneeeeee who accompanied me homeeee HAHAH thanks, and i just know that i actually know yvonne when i am in sec 3, we were in the same British council class HAHA, so qiao no wonder she looked so familiar LOL. and thanks to everyone who helped me in one way or another. if not i wouldnt be able to go home mann. THANKS!:D Blessing in diguise( what amanda said?) haha, suffering in pain, i dun see any blessing man. but it just tells me sthhhhh, that i have nice and true frens who would help, and show concern for me and go that extra miles.. WELL for that i think i am fortunate, you guys rock lahhhhhh.
X i guess we just have to go out some other day when i recover?
AND I WILL TAKE A GOOD REST SO THAT I CAN RECOVER BEFORE PANORAMA.. :D i have to perform no matter what cos its the last event i am involved in for choir and then i will step downnn, sounds saddddd. and my frens are going to support me so i have to recover!!! IAYOU ESTHER HAHA

2009-05-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

OKAY i went home at 6 plus today cos i didnt do my gp essay? and had to stay back to do LOL.. wrote a 2 pages plus essayy. proud of myself.. WENT TO CAFE W YITONG, ate nachos haha, come to think abt it, i am actually quite glad i haven been eating choc muffin for the longest time ever.. cos everytime i eat, my friends will stop meeeeee.. HAHAHAHA, so gooddddd i dont have to feel guilty after eating haha. AND ALSO I PASSED MY 2.4 TODAY, thanks to xy who ran w me & pull me along during the last round thanks. haha. LOL. okay maybe i should start doing my hw now lol.BYEEEEEEE!<3 choir tmr, late night againnn.

2009-05-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

OMG I AM SO DEAD. LOOK AT THE TIME ITS LIKE NEARING 12 and i still got piles and piles of workkkkkk:/ GP IS TOTALLY MADNESS! the compre so difficult to do lah): and what i have to write an essay. i am not doing in now for sure if not i dun need to sleep alr! GAHHHHHHHH..I AM SO DEADDDDDDD URGH D: and econs i totally dun know where to get the answers from lahhhhhhhh. SO SIAN. maybe i should consider sleeping soon and just heck care of all these hw and just get myself scolded. ANW, not that i dun wanna do, its that i dun have the time, energy to do and i really dunno how to do i swear.. how i wish its holiday tmr !! I SERIOUSLY DUN FEEL LIKE GOING SCH LAHHHHHHH. starting to hate sch man.. i might have a swollen eye tmr sad):

2009-05-16T23:13:00.002+08:00

OKAYY, i am damn proud of mysle i managed to wake up at 7.30 for morning run w Rui Shan, amanda, yvonne, amos, roger..( still say i wont make it). i ended up to be the latest though cos i was stuck in the toilet but the point is I CAMEEEEEEEE. HAHA. Jeremiah, Joel and Rebecca came later to join us! I AM SUPER IMPRESSED W MYSELF. and really thanks people for waking up so early just to run w meeeee, cos i needed to train!! i am super UNFIT i swear.. AHHHH i felt a sense of accomplishment today man. 6 rounds.. Its worth it, i am burning fats at the same time. i guess i am influenced by my TWO friends, jieying and steffi, now i keep talking abt fats. i dun know how many times i mention that in choir. SERIOUSLY I AM FAT LAH OMGGGGGGG. need to go for more running sessions haha.
WELL TODAY COLLEGE DAY WAS ______________( fill in the blank!) LOL.
all the photo taking and stuffs. AMANDA SAID MY PIC( my beloved alto section pic) LOOKS DEMUREEEEEEE!<3 i am so glad mann, i am nearer my goal. YAY MAN! sound like a happy day for meeeeeeeeee.
THANKS MING-LE, JOEL GOH, XIAO LI& JINGJIE.. for accompanying me to the bus stop and helping meeeee.HAHAHA. my new bodyguards. DAMN FUNNYYYYYYY.:D thanks guys. Lucky nothing happen to me LOL. AND MY BEST BIMBO FRIEND, cherylanne thanks for being more aware than i am and standing in front of me to protect me awwwwww. and my new alto partner, charles just stand to block super funny lah.
REALLY REALLY THANK YOUUUU:D:D
BOO HW, especially GP, i have an essay and compre to do and i haven started, college day drained up my whole sat cann): i am feeling damn sleepy alrrrrrr. STILL GOT ECONSSSSSSSSS. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO): okay i shall post the choir photos on my blog asap. to let people see my lovely green choir gown man!:D:D

2009-05-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

I just happen to be blog-hopping and i saw across this post that makes total sense lah.
"True, gd/close/best friends are not determined by distance. But you cant deny that you are affected by distance. We need someone we can relate to, how are we able to relate to someone else so far away? We need advice on certain issues, without mutual understanding on such issues, how do we get the right advice? To be able to tal , we require common common topics." i have to admit thats mainly the reason why friends drift apart and its damn sad i hope it nv happens to me if not i would be so sad you knowwwwwww.I HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS WILL REMAIN THE SAME FOREVER LOL.
been busy with choir, college day; i keep making silly mistakes ion the song and guess what, my conductor said so loudly " btw, esther, you are a bimbo". blacklisted so sian. and everyone started laughing. why everyone always laugh at me so sad):
MY MOUTH HURTS, there's a holeeeee. SIGHS ITS BLEEDING NON STOP SIAN SIA.painnnnnnnnnnnnn............

gtg, tired, gdbye world!:D i need to meet up with my besties real soonnnnnnnn.

2009-05-05T21:59:00.003+08:00

WELL SYF TODAYYYYYY!!! i dont feel very sad neither do i feel very happy. ITS IN BETWEEN! LOL.well, i did our best as a whole. TPJCHOIR ROCKS BIG TIME!! IT WILL BE MY BEST MEMORIES EVER! i kinda expected a silver alr, but deep inside me i really still hoped for gold! SO WHEN IT WAS TIME TO FACE REALITY, I CRIED!! maybe cos i didnt know how to react and i saw so many ppl crying? LOL. but i am feeling much better now after having dinner w my fav ppl:D:D I LOVE THEM ALOT ALOT<3 they made me feel happy in choir! but then give me a little more time to accept the fact and move on..THANKS FOR ALL THE BEST WISHES AND LONG MSG OF ENCOURAGEMENTS. THANKS DEARS! for all the comforts and concern. I LOVE YOU GUYS TOOOOOOOO. DEEP DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART(: and sorry if i didnt reply your msgs cos i was not in a super good mood just nowww. i will try to reply you guys laterrrrrrr.

ANW THERE ARE A FEW PPL I WANNA THANK! ESPECIALLY MY TWO GOOD FRIENDS AND SLs. AMANDA AND RUISHAN!:D THANKS ALOT FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR MEEEEEEEEE AND HELPING ME, COMFORTING,CRAPPING AND ALL THE HELP I NEEDED DURING SECTIONALS! youtwo really rock big timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D I REALLY MEAN IT. BOTH OF YOU ARE THE BEST SLs EVERRRRRRRRRR. YOU REALLY MADE ME FEEL HAPPY AND MYSELF IN CHOIRRRRRR. NO MATTER WHAT I LOVE BOTH OF YOUUUUUUUU. MORE THAN YOU IMAGINE LOL. but dun worry i am straight lol.i guess i am so gonna miss you guys alot once we step down. and wont get to see you guys that often anymore, but still you will stay in my memories forever. okay still have many more ppl i wanna mention but too busy now. i will blog abt it later or tmr? LOL.

2009-04-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

BEEN MIA-ING for the past days!! super busy w choirrrrr. AND I LOST MY VOICEEEEE! it has recovered but still it sounds abit weird and some notes i still cant reach.. BUT IT SHOULD BE OKAY VERY SOONNNNNN! YAY, and i passed the audition(: its the happiest thing for me today LOL. the conductor said my timing wasnt that accurate but my pitch was perfect!( but she probably exxagerate that) LOL or probably cos i didnt really panick so yeahhh. I SHOULD NOT PANIC IN FUTUREEEEEEE, CONFIDENCEEEEE! <3 hahaha.. THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR HELP my dear SLs as well as the other SLs haha. However, i am feeling abit sad cos alot of ppl didnt get through audition today! WELL I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU ALL FEEL REALLYYYYYY. cos i was facing the same situation as you all. well i hope crying helps!! I really felt like crying when i saw so many ppl crying todayyy.i hope you feel better now even though i know its easier said than done but still dun give up, continue trying. EVEN sc also crieddddd. really sad):OKAY I SHALL DO MY BEST AND FOCUS IN EVERY SINGLE PRACTICE! i shall do my part for the choirrrrrrrr... PASSION. okay bye world i shall go to sleep soonnnn:D

2009-04-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

MY VOICE IS CRACKINGGGGGGGGGGG. AND MY VOICE IS DYING AHHHHHH! THROAT INFECTION SUCKS AND IT TAKES LONGER TO HEAL CANNN SIAN! today's really tiring, repeating the same thing for 50 over times. LITERALLY AHHH. okay i have to control my diet for syf.I CANT EAT DAIRY PRODUCTS, OILY& FRIED STUFFS, CHILLI and many moreeee, so what am i supposed to eat? I CANT EAT MY NOODLES FROM NOW ONWARDS, okay the only store i can patronise is the chicken rice store, but i cant possibly eat it everyday so siannnn. AHHH, endurance and perservance. ACTUALLY COME TO THINK ABT IT, IT WOULD ACTUALLY HELP ME LOSE WEIGHT SIA. be positiveeeeeee. OMG NO I DUN LOOK LIKE AN EGG LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, my face is like rounddddddddd. LIPOSUCTION SIA.

2009-04-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

OOPS its 17 april alr, anw its okay HAPPY BIE+RTHDAY ZAIWANG!! :D (belated) haha, my pw and econs groupmate haha. BEST WISHES YEAHHH(: haha i guess you were damn shocked when you saw the present from ______ haha. WELL I HAVE NO COMMENTS ON IT HAHAHA. the reactions of everyone were damn funnyyyyy. LOL. thanks to you that i got to eat such a nice cake LOL. ANW, i am so damn tired now, got to go sleep soonnnnnnn.... COS I GOT CHOIR TMR!!!!!! HAHA. i haven done much today except chemmmm.. i should have more self discipline seriously AHHHHHHHH D:

2009-04-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG RUI SHAN! ( my twin in choir!) oops its past 12 alr, so should be happy belated birthday! HAHA. today, ppl keep wishing me happy birthday cos they thought me and rui shan are twins and everytime i go choir sure got ppl ask me if we are sis! some ppl cant even differentiate us can! HAHAHAH. we are really different. LOL. okay went for choir for practically the whole day AHHHHH tiring and intense! today's sop was crapp, too sharp 3 semitone sharp. HOW BAD IS THAT MAN! AHHHHHHHH. and performance at pj was horrible for altos i think. we were drowned except for amanda! LOL, cheer up girl! HANG ON THERE K, I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR EFFORTS!!! we'll always support you. dun emo/sad alr k! HAHAHA.
WENT HONGKONG CAFE W XX AFTER CHOIR PRACTICE AT SOME ULU AREA AT BUGIS!!!!! retail therapy, okay i eye on sth, i might buy it ahhhhhhhh..okay bye worlddddddd.

I realised i havent updated my blog for ages man!! really busy w choir thats why..
hope everything goes well so that our efforts wont be wasted.. i will be super busy from now till syf! TPJCHOIR, lets work tgt as a team and achieve our target! HAHAHA.

who taught the sun where to stand

2009-04-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

I'M TIREDDDDDDDDD, REALLY SO TIREDDDDD UNTIL I JUST FEEL LIKE SLEEPING AND NV WAKE UP!!!!!! ): RIGHT NOW, I AM DEPRESSED, EMOTIONAL, WORRIED!! i screwed my one to one performance today!): its really damn sad cos i practised hard! I USUALLY CAN ONE LAH, i have no idea what was wrong w me at that time. MY BRAINS DIDNT SEEM TO WORKKK!!!!!!!!! D: AHHHHHHHHHHHH, it really seems that i cant take it anymore. i want it to be done well cos i dun want my efforts to go down the drains! so well, i will have more individual sectionals w my SLs. sorry for the lousy singing today! i will be more focused and make sure i don't panick so ,uch the next time and forget my scoresssss! I need to be MORE CALM! my life seems to just revolve around sch, hw, choir and church! HAHAHA okay after syf is gone, i would be so glad. i wanna take a short break cos its really draining and i NEED ALOT OF SLEEP! i want a day to have 36 hours ahhhhhhh.

2009-03-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

OKAY i am so super tireddddddd!Bodyaches! AHHH, i half squat most of the time today! half squat more than stand can! AHHHHHHHH, such a torture! but the sound is better i admit but still tiring can! overall choir is just so tiring today! Oh i am very sad that i cant go for the vienna trip! ): really saddddddd! HOW i wanna convince my mum into letting me go for the trip! hopefully cannnnnnnnnnnnnnn(: god bless!:D

2009-03-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

okay,supposedly i dont have to go sch today cos i dun have paper, my exams have ended!But in the end i had to go back to sch for choir practice!!!abit sian.ALSO i guess i am getting results next week,time for me to face the results next week!and that really sucks somehowwwwwwww. i hope to get out of star and also not end up in gems lol!Cos choir would occupy 4 days of a week starting from next week! i want my own personal time to rest so NO REMEDIALS PLS! starting from next week, i will have choir on tues, wed, fri and sat! wed and fri until 7 plus somemore! i would be dead beat when i reached home but for the sake of GOLD, there isnt any choice. i guess i will see the ppl until i dun feel like seeing them ever again.KIDDING. Choir ppl so niceeee(: 6 weeks more, PERSEVERE ESTHER! you can do it,so can tpjchoir! lets work hard tgt!:D i am so tired, i guess i am gonna sleep soon cos have to wake up at 7 plus cos got choir practice at 9 tmr...TIRED TIREDDDD! i am so deprived of sleep): and my headache just doesnt go off! so unbearable!): ahhhh, okay bye worldddddddddddd!:D oh yeah i finally joined the choir yahoo group after 1 year plus in choir LOL!

2009-03-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS! hope you had a gd day today? haha.
okay went to marina w X, natasha, steffi &malan!:D haha. supposedly me and X deal to eat at cafe cartel but then there was a change in plan cos cafe cartel is not halal so natasha couldnt eat! so went to swensens haha, fish and chips again but well, this time its really gd! damn full then went to shop at zara and well, we tried damn alot of clothings hahaha. the newest collection so pretty! love it alot sia(: haha..
i love the skirt still thinking whether to buy! okay i have decided to buy the miss selfrigde top! SUPER NICE MAN! this one quite worth it(: haha. went river island w X. she fall in love w this super nice blazer. well i know she's damn tempted to buy.haha. AFTER THAT WE GOT TEMPTED TO GET A DRINK FROM STARBUCKS!! i know its fattening. but the chocolate chips frappe is damn gd just that i have no idea why it keeps dripping when i drank it LOL! okay then went home to changeeee, then dinner w my fav ppl(: haha. gtg bye world:D should i create a facebook acc? i feel like you knowwwwwwwwwww! haha, okay i shall see how:D

2009-03-25T16:37:00.002+08:00

OKAY I AM VERY SAD NOW AFTER WATCHING 王子看见二公主& BOF ep23! OMG REALLY DAMN SAD SIA! why must leaveeeeeeeeeeee? ahhhhhhhhh. seriously i am praying for happy ending if not i will get mad sia! i spend so much time watching then still make me cry in the end!HAPPY ENDING IS WHAT I WANT!

2009-03-25T12:16:00.002+08:00

HAHA, i am downloading boys over flowers ep 23 now! YAY, downloaded the latest version of qvod and thank god its finally workingggggggg! so i can watch from tom365 so much clearer than youtube! it feels like holiday to me!hah actually phy paper is tmr! but well, i guess i will try to study at night! right now, i will chiong dramas! YAY i love this part of the exam period where you dont have to go to sch if you dont have papers! woohoooooo! i guess i am gg out w X tmr! shopaholic &cafe cartel! i have craving for cafe cartel srsly! and shoppingggggggg!bye, i shall go watch BOF ep 23 nowwwww yayness!

2009-03-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

I have been trying to work hard for my exams and well' still distracted by many stuffs! tsk tsk! okay, gp was difficult so GG, econs was still okay i think at least have stuffs for me to write, math was not very gooddddd, i suck at vectors lah!): chem was a total disappointment! seriously i felt like giving up cos i cant do alot of qns! reallyyyy kinda of the firat time, i struggle in a chem exam. well, i dun even dare to see my chem results, hopefully miss huang wont nag me or sth since i told her i didnt really prepare alr! sth to be happy abt is that i have no sch tmr! YAY!:D haha, phy paper on thurs ! 1 hour(: after that exams officially end! fri is another rest day! i shall chiong drama(pi li mit) hahaha! just watched boy over flowers ep22 now waiting for ep 23. well its getting more interesting! hope the pottery guy ends up w jiayi! they match perfectly(:

2009-03-21T00:40:00.002+08:00

okay,tmr is not a very happy day for me! firstly i was late for choir thanks to the dumb bus which stops at every single stop!! damn annoying.i dun like to be lateeeee): spoil my mood alr! then warm ups wasnt good, performance at vj sucks to the core! what a disappointment! i know some ppl are really upset and depressed cos of that! well i guess we just have to work harder and learn from our mistakes so that we wont let history repeats itself! after the concert, went for dinner w wanling, cherylanne, mingen,joel, jem, amos,yvonne,reb and 2 pj girls! had lots of fun talking and gossiping so i felt better after that!haha, then had mass convo w them we can really gossip! i swear wanling is a major stalker! haha. ANW 20 march is my sister's bdae! HAPPY BELATED MY DEAR SIS!:D

2009-03-19T21:25:00.002+08:00

Met up w bestf ytd! well, haven seen her for quite long! she's such a busy person. LOL. was supposed to go airport to study but she had to leave early so we changed to simei BK instead! well,we studied abit and srsly she's a gd teacher. she explained econs to me and i got it hahaha. thats the power of H3 econs man! jiayou bestf! straights As for you(: okay, i got to sleep early cos i have choir from 8 to 5 tmr! performing at vj tmr hope everything goes well:D okay tmr is my sis's bdae! i only got her a card, haven had time to shop for her gift! okay i shall be a really nice sis and shop for her present tmr after choir! haha. GG ep 18 is finally out cos they have been going on strike for ages haha, well its nice lor! Blair and Chuck! i am waiting for boy over flowers ep 21 HAHAHA. that show is superb man, must watch ! bye world!

2009-03-17T18:41:00.003+08:00

Well,i had chem spa ytd and it was okay i hope! haha anw its over YAY. Then went for brunch w part of the class! we nv have a successful class outing sia. LOL. but well, it was great time spent w them. SWENSENS. maybe thats the main cause of my manly voice now! LOL, everything thinks i sound like a guy! when i talked to sara today, she was like omg you sound like a man): ahhh.hope i can regain my voice soon! AND pls i am not joining tenor/bass, i am not some female bassist! LOL.stop laughing at me. okay the workshop at raffles music college was good, we improved YAY! then went for lunch at roxy square! my fav ban mian! and alot of ppl went, well, it was like gossiping all the way w amanda! LOL. then went sara's place to study, well it ended up to be another gossip haha. anw its fun definitely. AHHH, i have choir tmr morning! okay bye world(:
oh no i feel fat i ate alot today! mango cake, 2 donuts, cheese fries, ban mian and now for dinner rice! ahh that really explains my weight. i think i should wait up early to run w the choir ppl. which obviously isnt that possible. cos i doubt i will sacrifice my sleep but well see how! come on, where's my determination to lose weight?

2009-03-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

As expected, evryone around me laughed at me. i nv fail to be a joke i guess. but haiya! Should i or should i not go for prom? i am still thinking. the only thing that makes me feel like going is cos my friends are going,most of them are going but still dont have the mood! Maybe its too early thats why? maybe after A's i will have the urge to dress myself up for prom! Pan pacific hotel. Okay, i am very tiredd, bye worldddddd:D decode is struck to my head lol. i used to dislike the song previously can but now i love it alotttttttt(:

2009-03-11T21:14:00.002+08:00

well i guess i just have to admit that i am really clumsy. i sprained my arm/elbow and got myself bandaged.how poor thing right lol? dun laugh i know of some ppl who might be laughing abt it nowwwww. even my dad is kinda amazed by my actions can. HAIS. well choir was okay today but super tiring and my voice rally sucks to a certain extent.OKAY I HAVE STAR PROGRAMME TMR! esther should start to be more hardworking srsly. i dont have much time left. guess what, vp is leaving the sch and c hoir is kinda expected to perform a song item for him haha. LOL. okay i shall go and watch my korean show and have a good great sleep so that i wont be clumsy tmr. somehow i think my clumsiness is largely due to my tiredness. LOL. okay byeeeeee!
EVERLASTING MELODY (:

2009-03-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK FROM CHOIR CAMPPPPPP!:D its fun if that is what many ppl out there will ask me haha. except that i seriously lack sleep. okay, i forgot to bring my camera so yeah i shall get rebecca to send me the camp photos! 2 days 1 night is just right. if its 3 days, i doubt i can survive. Day 2 of the camp is definitely better, less singing and more interactions with choir people cos of amazing race! haha, my group was like walking all the way except when we had to catch the bus from ikea. I LOVE MYY GROUPPPPP:D haha, okay i am tired, off i go to bed(:

2009-03-05T21:53:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! i am somehow in a really good mood(: hahaha, i am excited for the camp tmr:D hope its fun and i can bond w my grouppppp. i hope i will be a gd camp leader so ppl wont wanna leave choir! LOL.THANKS rebecca, you know what i wanna tell you for! and amanda for helping me(: our friendship rocks mannnnn. and X, i will help you keep on a lookout! for once i am eager to go camp man! LIKE REALLY REALLY. oh and all the best to ppl taking their A's results tmr! BEST OF LUCK. hope my chinese results will be gd. LOL.i will get to see my dear friends tmr.YAY! perfect day i hope. haven seen them for ages.OFF I GO, BYE PPL. dun miss me too much ah.

2009-03-02T22:47:00.002+08:00

I wanna go greece man! :D its so prettyyyyyyyyy(:

Doesnt it make you feel like going there? so beautiful lah the scenery.

so fairytale-ish can OMG.

i wanna fly ther like now lol.

2009-03-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

MY FACE IS SWOLLEN AND REDDDDDDD): my mother thinks that its the insect that bite me but still i have a feeling its allergy. its like red at one part of my face!OKAYYYYYY, i am going to slovakia and vienna in may i think(: haha, good in a way cos its gonna to be fun i hope. and also shoppinggggggg:D but when i come back, i will have to catch up like mad, so i am not sure if its actually a gd thing! hais.

2009-02-25T21:24:00.004+08:00

I have mixed feeling now!!
Just now, my aunt called my house saying that there is a turkish flight that crash and broke into three parts! AND the worst thing was my aunt, uncle, grandma & grandfather took a turkish plane to turkey ytd! when i heard that i really panicked, i was so scared what if sth actually happened to them? then we switched on the tv to teletext to check for the flight and stuffs , called chan brothers but no one picked up, called airport but dunno the flight no so also no use! by right they were supposed to reach by then. But they didnt call back and when we spammed call them, none of them picked up their phoneee): damn worried. AND WHEN MY COUSIN SAW THE NEWS ON CNA, he actually cried non-stopp. well it was really hard to stay composed, imagine if its your loved ones? BUT THANK GOD they finally pick up the phone so we knew they were safeeeee(: really great to hear that. I WAS SO SO WORRIEDDDDDDDD): but god bless, by God's grace, they actually changed to sq a few days agoooo if not i cant imagine what will happen? also THANK GOD that the plane that crashed by miracle did not explode so i guess all the ppl were safe? isnt that amazing? its such a miracle. NOW I JUST PRAY THAT THEY COME BACK TO SG SAFELY, REALLY! and they enjoy the trip? THIS ACTUALLY TAUGHT ME A LESSON, TO TREASURE PPL I LOVE! <3>

Okay now, happy stuffs! today's college road run at east coast park(: thanks steffi for fetching me there:D

not exactly very happy for the guys but well, we did well and we know it deep down in our hearts(: so cheer up! dont have to feel bad or sad reallyyyy! haha(: i love 08s30:D

photos time,

HAHA, steffi,natasha and me
08s30(: congrats steffi ,rahul & weijia for winning the race and they got trophy.

the clinque photo haha.

Went to XX to orchard(: saw alot of nice stuffs especially her miss selfridge dress! haha, talked alot abt if we are filthy rich what will we do?

my mocha moolatte drinkk! shit fattening):

LOL, i didnt do warm up today before the run! cos i thought i will walk but in the end i did run. and now my leg hurts lah ): i dun feel like going sch tmr. cos phy remedial so sian): i haven studied my econs oh no! sp bye world. i will update the rest of the photos some other time(:

2009-02-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

well, i had phy remedial today so yeahh, i think its a miracle that i can actually stay until 5 just for phy. LOL. tmr there's choir so i will be home late again. sighs. OMGGGGG, i shall go online less often cos apparently every single time i come online, i can always find nice stuffs to tempt myself so yeah.
finally sent mdm yang my glam photo! actually have alot, so just choose one to send her! say yes ppl(: haha
i am tiredddddddddddd so goodbye folks (;

2009-02-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGGGG the weather is so terribly hot lah :( i can still feel hot w air-con. LOL. Okay today the class seems super duper empty w just 13 ppl. Danny and Vanessa nv go sch and 2 ogls and 3 councilors went for camp! somehow it feels different. anw, i managed to skip pe today! I AM SO UNFIT RIGHT? LOL. but i really hate the mon pe. its like running non stop? i love wed pe lesson so fun can! TENNIS! (: anw, X hope you can survive! i know you hate camp alot but still no choice so yeah. hope you all have fun? HAHA LOL.

2009-02-15T00:45:00.002+08:00

Thanks ppl for all the Vday presents ranging from chocs to cabbage! Yes cabbage, my dear friend Lynette wong gave me a cabbage LOL! and she gave nicholas a 3kg watermelon. This is a vday present that i wont ever forget man! she says its healthy love! anw, thanks love(: appreciate your present alot. i feel damn bad cos i haven given ppl any vday present, too busy w choir so yeah! THANKS EVERYONE, I LOVE YOU ALL ALOT! <3>

2009-02-12T18:25:00.002+08:00

Okay, had choir ytd! the J1s had to come for practice. well, they are nice ppl! LOL. Chem SPA is over! YAY. but sadly i am still overloaded with an endless list of work! sighs. I CANT GO TO KRIS 'S HOUSE TMR! saddd): go w you all the nxt time yeah! Tmr, theres choir again. OHH theres many funny things happening in the class though but not so nice for me to write it on the blog. so yeah goodbye world, going to watch my korean drama!

2009-02-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

"I'm the beat in your heart,
I'm the moonlight shining down,
I'm the whisper in the wind,
And I’ll be there to the end."

COOL LAH THE LYRICS HAHA(: shit, i haven done anything for friendship yet! shall do sth on thurs. cos i will have chior the whole day tmr i guess): so tired. I am so gonna change my blogskin. i hate the words lor. so yellowish! LOL.

2009-02-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

I am not feeling well & that sucks! i am supposed to go out today lah); and now, stuck at home, watching videos. Hais meet up w you another time,sorry): well, sch's fine today. didnt go choir, my stomach hurts so badly that i cant go! lol, i will be going for tmr's practice though! see you guys tmr k(:

smile like you never smile before

2009-02-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

okay i am really very super tired, so i shall make th post short and sweet! haha, recently my life has been revolving around choir. I feel so so busy cann. and i think its gonna get worse when syf nears. so yeahh. thats all thats happening around me now. going to meet apple on fri(: haven had time to meet pyrena cos of the choir practices, so see ya soon(: okay apparently i am supposed to go my friend's house to ban nian but dunno whats the plan now!): oh i will be performing tmr for cca day with actions so ppl dun go and see! i will feel very malu haha lol. I want my green aldo bag!(: haha, okay bye world.

smile like you never smile before

2009-01-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

well, i have been feeling super emo these few days cos of certain stuffs): but well, now i feel better. Thanks alot my dear friends who consoled me, comforted me! THANKS ALOT(: yes apple, i will smile. I dun know if i was able to hang on without you guys. so thanks alot(: haha. choir tmr. shall sleep soon.

MY HAIR'S SHORT

2009-01-24T14:40:00.002+08:00

WELL, I went out w lx and xuan ytd! haha.
Okay i went to cut my hair today since its cny soon! BUT MY HAIR IS NOW SO DAMN SHORT): i am so so sad. DUN EVEN MENTION. the hairstylist had such bad attitude. THANK GOD ITS NOT THAT BAD AFTERALL BUT SHE JUST SNAPPED AWAY MY HAIR AND THAT MADE ME DAMN PISSED): it took me so long to grow can?
GOING FOR YOUTH CHURCH SOON. bye(:

Midnight blue & candy pink

2009-01-22T17:37:00.003+08:00

its a long day today): sian. anw i got my floral skirt today and i think its damn niceeeeeeeee. HAHA! love it alot hahaha. Next time can buy from there?well, meeting lx tmr! we have lots of things to talk abt hehe. haha.I wanna watch ink heart lah haha & bride wars. CNY IS IN A FEW DAYS TIME. YAY, damn excited. i love reunion dinner cos its steamboat. Then we will go and catch a movieeeee. AND FURTHERMORE GOT HONGBAOS:D anyone visit me to their homes? haha(: sorry girls, i wont be able to go kbox): cos i got choir practice and i have to attend. maybe next time join you all? HAHA. OH YEAH X got her nice &cool vagary watchh. its damn nice.lucky her. J, i shall try to get the tickets but no promise. but well i will try to get it.

I will be

2009-01-20T17:18:00.002+08:00

HAHA,just came back from bugis and raffles city? Bought my waist belt yay(: and X went to vivo again to buy the pink river island scarf? HAHA its nice lahh. haha. well, today alone we have like alot of motivational talks! sighs. it just makes me realise that i am taking A's this year. okay i really need to reflect abt it, cos i have been super duper slack this whole hols and even now.. Anw i am going to watch my show now before i attempt to do my work haha(:

God of wonders beyond our galaxy

2009-01-19T18:31:00.002+08:00

First day of official lesson after one week of exams? HAHA, well sch's normal just that its very tiring as always! Nothing much to blog about? well except sch's different without X and Hua. and guess what i have to attend gp remedial): so sian especially when i already have ten periods of gp a week! sighs. i am so looking forward for cny!(: i am so in the cny mood lah cos that means holidays. Okay i wanna catch up w my shows soon..i shall watch pi li mit real soon, since ppl keep saying its niceeeee(:

we all know why

2009-01-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

I guess i might have to go for structured remedial for almost every subjects! the topical test was damn horrible! todays the phy paper and i really suck at phy): hais. REMEDIALS ARE ALL AT NIGHT SO CRAPPY. i confirm kanna oneeee. i know it so well. sighs.
Okay forget it, went vivo city w xx! haha. well, i am so broke now! bought this diva necklace,its so pretty!! HAHA. and i like the top i bought alot!(: i am gonna do my chem assignment nowwww!!

tell me why

2009-01-14T22:19:00.004+08:00

Okay, right now i am attempting to study for physics, and poor wei jia has been trying to explain to me abt 3 qns! i just dun get phy, super slow somemoreeee): why do i suck at phy? everyone in my family is like good in phy except meeeeeeeeeee): they all hate chemmmmm! so weirdd, i think chem is a whole lot better and easier than phy! sighs.
Kris, my perfect!!:D

know where you're heading

2009-01-12T17:38:00.002+08:00

Well today's first day of sch, and guess what it started w exams. GP& Econs): Boo man, both were bad, i know nth abt econs): that proves that i am really slacking): work hard!! tmr's chem, i hope its better cos i dun want structured remedials!! Sighs, sch's weird w/o XX & shu hua! i guess i am gonna miss them. At least i can see X every day but not Hua): since we live so near, call me out? HAHA(: O levels results released today! and so far, i havent heard of any really good results, heard its worse than last year, well you ppl should make the right decision abt where you are heading yeah!!(:

crayola skies for a thousand miles

2009-01-11T00:24:00.003+08:00

OKAYYYYYYY, i am not ready for sch & i am still in the holiday mood): still slacking, shopping and stuffs. well i dread sch ,really especially when the sch starts the first day of sch w exams.. ): its sad !! okay sth to be great that sch is starting would be that i can get to see my fav friends(: sth to be glad about? Honestly i am scared abt the topical test cos i haven studied, i know nth abt econs can! Hais. WORK HARD,ESTHER! you can do it. HAHA, apple is working lahhhhh, after A's really means freedom. sighs. for now, i have got to work hard, really hard. okay i am going for my cousin's birthday celebration tmr!:D YAY, get to see my lovely cousin, love him:D HAHA. i am tiredd, i am going to have my beauty sleep!(: bye world.

Happily never after

2009-01-08T17:18:00.003+08:00

Okay, i love the song by nicole scherzinger- happily never after! its damn niceeeeee(: okay shall see the dress at zara soon!:D OKAY STH TO BE HAPPY ABT: I LOSE WEIGHT!( like of cos eating a week of porridge/whipped potato?) haha lol.

Was reading one of my ex-classmate's blog, reading abt prom night last year? haha. I miss 4e1.

together ;forever

2009-01-07T18:00:00.004+08:00

At least i did sth today!! i revised a lil of phy & chem(: studied at national lib today w yitong! long time nv see her alr haha, meet up to study& chat! HAHA, wonderful to see you. Okay something to be happy abt when sch reopen would be that i can get to see my dear friends, friends that i miss& haven got to see them for ages! you know who you are. haha. But sth bad would be the topical test): well, i was not even prepared for it, i am still in the holiday mood:D well, i have no idea but i am really very excited that cny is coming! anybody's home is open for me to visit? I guess its cos i really miss my relatives alot. Must recover by then, then can eat nice food:D okay, have been online shopping, but i cant get anything cos every single thing i like and wanna buy is sold out lah): i like the old english floral skirt, hope they will restock!(: bye.

fireworks of my life

2009-01-06T16:34:00.004+08:00

I AM IN LOVE W THE SONG 寂寞暴走!!<3 Its super nice lah & i love the MV alot. HAHA YAN YA LUN(: how i wish i got such bf man, haha so cute can. Anw, managed to watch gossip girl season 2 ep 14 today, haha its good lah, climax totally. But i shall not spoiler anyone hehe. GG's my love! :D Time to focus and study if not i might fail topical test like no one's business. JIAYOU(:

Then the angels sing

2009-01-05T16:21:00.003+08:00

I HAVENT RECOVERED & APPARENTLY ITS GETTING WORSE!): THE PAIN IS LIKE WTH!!!! My mouth is swollen, the worst part is i doubt i can go for choir when sch reopens! AGHHHH. so many things i cant do,God bless me w speedy recovery cos i am like going mad very soon.I have been thinking of class chalet and guess what now, i am still at home. i cant go damn sad lah): HAIS, okay i hope i can at least go tmr, have fun w my 08s30 haha!! HAVE FUN, dont miss meeeeeee haha lol.Guess what i had for lunch, porridge and dinner? WHIPPED POTATOOOO. how cool and delicious mannn):
OH I AM CURRENTLY IN LOVE W FLORAL SKIRTS! i think its damn prettyyyy can!:D anyone has any recommendations on where to get nice ones? And i wanna get nice belts! haha. I want the high waist at cotton onnnn, its cheap and niceeeee.

Open my eyes

2009-01-03T15:13:00.002+08:00

Guess what, the doc told me i dislocated my main joint in the mouth! HAIS. and he says its either caused by yawning too widely or because i chew my food too hard that the joint becomes dislocated. I can close my mouth but i have difficulty opening it): haha, actually not that bad alr, he said that there are some who can open but cannot close! OMG LAH. He says theres infection too,causing it to be swollen. GAHHHH): Okay i will try to talk less!! It take 4 days to heal so i might miss class chalet OMGGGGGGGGG. i wanna go lahh , how sad!
okayy, i am going to take a rest now(: bye!

I believe in fairytale

2009-01-02T18:41:00.002+08:00

HELLOO, i cant go out today cos my mouth is still hurting like mad, really too painful gahhh):
Okay X nearly/did vomit blood while teaching me how to change the blogskin. In the end, J taught me how to change well its not really difficult but i think the editing of the template is worse man!): Thanks X& J for helping me yeah!:D i feel a sense of accomplishment. HAHA LOL(:
My new blogskin pretty right! haha(:

2009-01-01T22:19:00.009+08:00

Happy new year everyone!:D haha. thanks to all who sent me new year wishes(:

GAHHHH, my gum hurts like hell man): i have been in pain the whole dayy, i really dont feel like seeing the dentist or sthh. they might inject me or sth worse D: hais, hope i get well tmr(: by god's miracle! What a thing to start my year man! ): The pain is sooooooo unbearable that i bearly want to talk today!

Anw, sth happy is that i went out w my family today, part of new year celebration(: i love them to bits and pieces, they are the most important people to me! haha.

Went out with my fav ppl ytd( lin xin, xuan, kris) mei xin didnt come): hais see you soon:D We were supposed to meet to eat steamboat but in th end, we went to fish& co instead. As usual gossip w kris arounddddd(: hehe. she was talking abt the ppl in her schh and from our sec sch, we shld like have a chatting session next time lah, i shall organise if i am free okays?

okayy photos,

(taken at central, while viewing my aunt's apartment)

me and my sis :D

Me trying on this topshop skirt, isnt it pretty? i feel like buyingggg(: haha.

Me & my bestieeeee(: AN LIN XIN HAHAHA. she love me alot haha lol.

Xuan & Kris :D i miss meeting them every morning to go to sch tgt!!

Apparently all of them are in TP except for meeeeeeee. so i seldom get to see themmm. Hais, and li mei xin didnt comeee, if not can post her photos on my blog haha. I am gonna help someone look for a potential bf cos she wants someone to accompany her on Valentines day haha, dont worry i have some people in mind alr! haha.LOL, bye ppl(: i need my sleep nowwwww!

nothing last forever

2008-12-31T15:15:00.002+08:00

Erm i am alr starting to countdown to 2009(: exciteddddd. i would like to wish everyone a happy and blessed new year in advance hehe. my new year's wishes will be that my studies will BE GOOD, so i dun have to stress myself out! & more clothes! went online shoppinggggg, i love the clothes from forever 21 & top shop!! But i need cash): someone sponsor meeeeeeeee? and stop being lazyyyy! of cos(: Okayyyy, after A's, i can get to go round the world haha.( i am like thinking too far!) haha. & world will be more peaceful, and everyone w good health !:D bye ppl. going for early countdown hahaha.

2008-12-30T21:29:00.004+08:00

Escape w jamie today! Was supposed to meet at 11.30 & i ended up reaching there at 12.30 ): i am hardly late but had stuffs to do. Hais, second time she's earlier than me. HAHA LOL. had lunch at Mr Chicken Rice (E-Hub). Its very niceeeeee , went w X once! haha. Then headed to escape! HAD LOADS OF FUN(: havent been there for ages, its still so small. I feel so brave today. Sat on the pirate ship twice. anw, i even went to haunted house twice. Not very scaryyyy. Both of us wanted to scream to scare the others hehe. okay, i shall learn how to cycle so that next time we can go paris ris park to cycle ? haha. someone teach me please!!
Okay its new year eve tmr! really hope gossip girl comes out tmr! hahaha, dying to watch!
Steamboat w besties tmr!! <3
I LOVE MY FRIENDS (: really alot alot. All of you mean alot to me! ( i have no idea why i suddenly thought of writing that), i am just reflecting on this own year & my past 17 years!

XINYING& I are doing the craziest things, so weirddd!! we are video- calling, calling each other and haha now, we are playingggggg rock,scissors, paper & reversi. hahaha i am really mad at such hours! its 12.30pm alr. haha buddy!:D

2008-12-30T11:10:00.002+08:00

Holidays is coming to an end!!!): its going to be 2009 soon. hope its a better year ahead! :D okay its time for me to have a new wish list.hehe.
Well, i went to vivo city ytd, had a fun timeee!! Watched Yes Man, its hilarious man.. LOVE IT ALOT!
i will be going to escape todayyyyyyy, hopefully it doesnt rain. haha. if it rains , we have to change our plan to watch bedtime stories/ shopping!! We have been wanting to go escape since last year so i hoped today would be fun yeah. OKAY, i am going to meet Jamie ( i am gonna be super late ). byeee folks.
Thanks Apple for your informations, haha update me w more yeahhhhh(: i have to say your friend is really smart! help me thank her okays?

2008-12-29T10:19:00.002+08:00

wells, i went to church like i do every sun!! and then shoppinggggg!! shopping at orcharddd, its my fav place of all (: went to far east plaza, then to wisma atria, ngee annn cityyyy.. Bought a skirt & top!! :D hahaha LOL. i dun know what but i enjoy buying clothes recentlyyyyyy haha. Anw, i was supposed to be studying at national lib w chua todayyyy, but cos she is sending her relatives off, we cancelled our plan!! i am going to vivo today! (: everytinme i go vivo, i just rmb of the white-out outing w XX, J, Hua & Natasha. the water and all the pics& eagle eye hehe. Byee(: ( i better go before nicky screams at me for being late!) blahh.

2008-12-27T15:49:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo,i am currently super duper lazy to post any pics so when i am not, then i shall do so! haha. Anw,i had been shopping the whole day ytd! went to my aunt's apartment.& guess what its so nice lahhhhh. its so much like a hotel hahaha,and it has an escalator which leads to the central shopping mall immediatelyy. isn't it cool? I love it so muchh. its currently empty & she allows me to stay there if i enter SMU. haha. love that place alot. It has all the facilities & its beside merchant court hotel. haha. then we went Tung Lok restuarant for lunchh, the ambience was great! & i ate alott): i feel so guilty,need to exercise alr! But i really cant resist the Peking Duck & all the delicious food,mouth-watering can! HAHA LOL. Oh thanks aunt, she bought me a dress, its niceeeee but if you know the price then you might think i am mad.kinda regret! but i bought it alr.They said its imported from UK so i thought maybe its quite worth though.And saw a few watches that caught my attention, i am still thinking of which one to buy! hehe.
Went to raffles place after that, went espirit to buy clothes haha.And went to topshop, i thought the skirt was nicee but its hard to match so i didnt buy it. GREAT DAYY MAN. i wanna go shopping w my friends soonnn.

CAPE NO 7 IS OUT on TOM 365!! X &J ..

I am going out now, bye folks.

2008-12-24T12:22:00.001+08:00

TMR IS CHRISTMASSSS!!:D YAY..
will be watching cape no 7 soon! haha. hope i like the show! (:

breathe again

2008-12-22T16:23:00.003+08:00

YAY. Christmas will be in three days' timeeeeeee(: haha.I love the christmas mood.
& next will be countdown to 2009(which actually means its gonna be the end of hols soon). hais. I love the holidays sooo muchhhhh. i dun want it to endddd): something to look forward to, the countdown partyyyy( i will be the organiser this time, so you all better not say i nv organise any thing ah) haha. It will be well-planed & unexpected for you guys heheeeee.
Ohh & jamie, escape soonn!! yay.
Apple watched dou yu alr!! she likes the show alot tooooo. and yeah we have alot to talk abt after she finish watching the showw:D:D oh yeahhhhh, we are going to meet up soonnnn? hehe.
i think 08s30 is going to have chalet in jan, haha hope its successful & everyone can go?
i am going out!!! haha lol. so bye ppl.

happy day :D

2008-12-20T14:27:00.003+08:00

Helloo!! went out with mx & xuan ytd .. Had lunch at Cafe Cartel & we sat there and talk for quite long hehe. It seems that their life is not smooth sailing. But isn't that how life is? jiayou,dun be too stress?? its great meeting them once again haha. Okay, i will see lx& xuan on sunday? they are going to support me haha.Oh i willl also be seeing bestf on sun !! YAY:D loveeeee. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT I AM SUDDENLY SUPER INTO SOME SPORT GAMES!! haha lol.

2008-12-19T10:34:00.002+08:00

AMANDA JUST TOLD ME I HAVE TO PERFORM THIS SUNDAYY!! hais.

I AM CURRENTLY IN A BAD MOODDDDDD!!!!!! ): can someone teach me how to do the econs project? i have no idea how to do ): OMG. and now i have gp project to do & oh no, articles!!! so siannn. But at least i am done w chem(: there's a reason why i love chem. haha.

something happyyyy, i will be meeting mx & xuan later!! hahaha. sadly, lx is in malaysia so she cant join us & kris is not freeeee. hais. but its okay we can always organise another meet up when we are all free ?? haha. i shall see if there's any things i can buy!! :D woohoo.

2008-12-17T17:25:00.006+08:00

I watched twilight with becky todayyyy!! :D awwww, its so sweettt and its super niceeeee. so go watchhhhh!! you wont regret i promise!! i am starting to like edward cullen alot more!! i am in such good mood noww! HAHAHAHA LOL.

Twilight♥ woohoooooo.

2008-12-16T16:21:00.002+08:00

Oh anw mx, i have no idea whats so funnyyyyy about my blog that can make you laugh?? haha. anw had a great time talking to you ytd.. chatting session soon!! hehe.
Oh J, the gem of life is reallyyy niceee! Go watch yeah..

2008-12-16T16:06:00.002+08:00

Happyy birthday, Xiao Xuan!(: haha sweet 17.. haha elf?

15 dec (mon):
well i had choir practice w the pj and WE ppl the whole day from 9 am to 5 plus.. did the syf piece,a great sense of accomplishment!! HAHA LOL.Oh & choir is gonna have a new gown haha its green. It looks niceeeee and differentt. so yeahhhhhh. thats about it.

Oh & thanks alot, lynette for your gift from japan!
good news my bestf is coming backkk tmr from thailanddd.havent seen her for the longest time!! meet up soon yeahhhhh. More shoppings, movies!! :D
okay, and i am seeing my good,great friends this fri !!! :DD haha YAY. i know you all miss me alott!! i miss you all tooooooo. too bad bestie is overseas. nvm we shall go out when she returns..

black passion

2008-12-13T15:21:00.003+08:00

well,ytd's performance was well fineeee i guess!! but i thought i could have sung the last song much much better! but its okay i still have another chance on 16 dec. hahaha. I saw pyrena ytd..Thanks for coming to see & support!! hahaha(:

I'm dreaming of a white christmas
Just like the ones i used to know
Where the treetops glisten
And children listen to hear
Sleigh bells in the snow

2008-12-12T13:07:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH, i am so not in a mood for anything!! Something is wrong w meeeeeee but i dun know what! Siannnnnnn:/

Super tiredd so i decided not to go your sch today, kris!! & i am so determined to go your house soon since i haven't had a chance to go there w the rest of the people the previous timeeeeee..HURRY INVITE MEE!!:D :D

2008-12-11T16:04:00.003+08:00

OMGGGG!!David Archuleta's album is goodddd ..The songs are just so niceeeeeee. tmr will the performance. siann i am actually not prepared at all. i cant rmb the lyrics lahhhh. OMGGG. GAHHH, my mum will be going to see.

2008-12-10T16:27:00.003+08:00

I WANNA LOOK FOR A JOB! temporary one for maybe a few days.. anyone got job opportunities for me? oh anw mx, i have decided to be a really niccccccceeeeeee person to volunteer to go w you to the childcare centre to help out!!!:D should be funnnn. you say got christmas baking right? cool..

Come on..

2008-12-10T13:10:00.002+08:00

Helloo peopleeee, i just realised i haven touched my hol assignment for a long time!! and even my leader is like rushing meeeee haha. Timee to work, Esther!! i am just soooooo lazyy. isn't holidays abt playing and more playing?? anw ppl, i will be performing on 12 & 16 dec( special day for you, X) at parkway parade for the christmas season!! so do come if you are free. its at 8pm. COME AND SUPPORT TPJChoir & ME lahhh. hahaha.

snowflake

2008-12-09T16:31:00.003+08:00

Watched gossip girl ep 12!! Chuck & Blair..They are the main reason why i am still eager to watch that show!! Chuck's cooll, hot? haha..
ANW, i so miss winter, snowwwww!! skiing. sighs whyyyy am i stuck hereeee??

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAYYYYYY!:D

2008-12-09T11:42:00.007+08:00

Hello folks, i was busy for the past few days haha. so now i shall post the photos taken during miss lee's wedding( now known as mrs bernard chng)

the 8 of us !! where are the other girls in our class??

chua, i took the photos from your blogggg hahaha LOL.

She's the prettiest bride mann!!HAHAHA ( my warmest blessings to mr & mrs chng)

thats all the photos for sat's weddinggggggg!! i somehow love church weddings!:D:D

OMGGGGG my dear leader assigned me work for econs project & chem assignment alr. SIAN): anw, i shall watch my hk dram first!! WAR OF THE IN-LAWS 2!~*~ haha.

BESTIES, i wanna visit you in temasek polyy.. i have been saying it since the start of the year?? tell me your schedule can??haha .

Weddinggggg:D

2008-12-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

i am preparing for tmr!! miss lee's weddingg. deciding shoes and bag! haha. hope i look fine tmr.. :D God send your blessings to miss lee and her husband. my most earning blessing for them!!

Till the endddd(:

2008-12-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

I am still thinking of the show. i think kris is right. its a show i will nv forget.. especially the songs made me more emotional. everytime i hear the song, i still feel really saddddd):
All these precious moments!:D

2008-12-05T16:26:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGG. i am crying like nobody's businesssss! ): i shouldnt have watched 斗鱼!!! REALLYYYYYY ITS SO SADDDDDDD LAHHHH. why he died man??? SPOILER LAHHHHHHH.. AND COS OF THE SHOW, I AM GONNA BE SAD FOR A FEW DAYSSSSSSSS. EYES SO SWOLLENNN. Even my sis cried lah.. she doesnt cry when she watches any show.. and yet she crieddd!!

2008-12-01T13:15:00.004+08:00

Hello folks..I love holidays so so muchhh. :D OMGG i think i gain alot of weight this holiday!! shit. shall exercise real soon.. Someone ask me out to run pls, i dun wanna die of obesity!! haha.. SHOPPING REAL SOONNN. i wanna buy clothessss(: hais the poly ppl having tests and projects so i cant go out w themmm. i am so waiting for their holidayss.HAHA BESTIES! AND I ALSO I AM WAITING FOR 18 DEC FOR TWILIGHT!!!:D :D and guess wat, i heard new moon's gonna be out next year! haha yay. Oh and right now, i am so in love w hong kong dramas! hehe. OKAY time i shall change my blog skin tooooooooo.. Almighty chua, help me!! HAHA LOL. its a new monthh. ITS DEC!! CHRISTMAS.

2008-11-22T23:57:00.002+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED! its 11:58 noww. Just finished my gp hw for this week!( its for this week only) next week i will have new gp hw to do..ENDLESS MAN! save me before i die while doing gp! its so difficult and time-consuming to do one piece of gp work..At least i finished and now i can rest!hahaha YAY! I always feel happy when i talk to lynette, she's the funniest girl ever!!:D always made me laugh till i drop dead.HAHA. THE WONG KINGDOM! and i am waiting for you to be offically the ruler over the world. haha. AND I AM SURE YOU NEED MY HELP!!!! haha.ESTERIFICATION rmb? haha. AND I AM SO SURE YOU GOT OVER ERIC? i really wish to believe but i cant help to wonder if you really managed to haha LOL. GOODBYE WORLD!(: dun miss me too much yeah!!!! hehe.I WANT TO GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGG<3

YAY going to church tmr! i hoped i dun doze off during service tmr!

2008-11-17T22:55:00.005+08:00

Finally bought myself a black dress hehe!(: sadly i have sch tmr, 2 hours of math lessonn. haiya. All the bintan ppl dun have to go, how luckyyy!! I hope the lesson tmr wont be so boring hahaha. OKAY J, update me more abt shandong!<3 i could have gone to shandong too! how sad): at least i would be a better room mate ? Cos i dun snore! haha LOL. i always think going overseas w sch is always better, more fun cos you are w your friends. It remind me of Melbourne. I really had alot of fun back then! Lin Xin was my room mate(: i rmb the cold water, the bathroomm, the hotel room, spotchecks by teachers! hahah its funn. i missed those times!

Whoever saves one person, saves the world entire!:D
i think its a rather meaningful phrase! haha. I shall bring more ppl to churchh, what i am doing for GOD is still not enough. i shall win more souls!(: Divine exchange!

2008-11-14T21:10:00.006+08:00

I am backkkk!:DD hahaha. busy watching tv and going out recentlyyyy. and of cos choir practices.. I will be carolling at marine paradeee during dec hehe. I NEED BLACK DRESS!): shall go get one soonnn. I suddenly feel the urge to meet all my old friends.. I want 4E1 outing haha. waiting for ppl to organise!! X, we going sentosa for class outing? YAY! sounds great,hope its gonna be successful and funnnn. AND GUESS WATT, i have exams on 12 jan which is the first day of class ! SIAN BOO THE SCH AND ALL THE EXAMSSSSS. i want to enjoy my hols.

I shall post the photos for the class outing on 6 nov

2008-11-07T22:25:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to YOU
Happy birthday to YOU
Happy birthday to ESTHER
Happy Birthday to YOU!!:D

Weell today's my special day! Its my bdaee.woohoo. i am seventeen noww. Thanks for all the cards, best wishes and presents. Love. Well i will seeing all my bestf next week hahah. YAY.
My ankle hurts due to the amazing raceee! But thanks chairman for the outingg. it was a gd chance to bond!(:
My besties sent me the same msg at the same time and the msg is the same and they claimed that its TELEPATHY. WOW. how AMAZING! thanks love.

2008-11-04T21:03:00.003+08:00

WELL Jieying, i totally agree w what you mentioned in your blog. I think someone is stalking our every single actions, even the smallest tiny things we do everyday and then reporting it to his bff. HOW IRRITATING MAN. apparently he sees us as a classic example of friendshipp but sadly you can nv be like us. STOP COPYING US LIKE FOR GOODNESS SAKE..you are irritating the hell out of me): dun make me just scold in front of everyoneee. I DUN FEEL THAT THERE IS ANY NEED TO GIVE YOU ANY FACE. cos YOU yes YOU have already passed my limits. and stop invading my privacy and thinks that its sth very boastful to tell others about.

2008-11-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

OP tmr.. MY GROUP MEMBERS PRACTISED VERY HARD FOR OP SO I REALLY HOPE WE ALL GET EE:D hahaha.GO FOR IT,TP 151(: I will be going shopping after op. YAYYYYY.. with my dear bff.. LOL.

2008-10-30T23:00:00.002+08:00

yay finally chinese is OVER. i hope i dun have to retake againnnnnn. REALLY. i just hope for a B. i will be super happyy alr. cos the paper was tough and i screwed it. Since its over, i dun feel like talking abt it anymore.
I hope for the best and also prepared for the worst.. Next is oral pressentation. and then i am done..CANT WAIT FOR SAT(: vintagee..haha.Got my bracelet today.its pretty but i have no idea why mine is so short. I shall hand everything to my Lord:D